(via rebeccaaduke)


(via rebeccaaduke)


im done being the overweight weird girl. im going to the gym as often as i can this week, im eating less, and im gonna make this happen. i will be beautiful.

i need to get my self control back and stick to my weightloss plan (which there is a link to at the top of the page).

I will be empowered. i will be thin.


I’m so sick of being so fat.  I haven’t really eaten anything today, except a banana.  I’m proud of myself, but I did drink some hot cocoa so I’m not where I should be.  It’s frustrating.  Some kids at my school yelled at me yesterday cause I accidentally told them I was fat.  They said “you’re saying that for attention, you’re not fat at all.”  I just don’t understand why people lie to me.  It doesn’t make me feel better, it just makes me want to lose more weight.









I know this sounds kind of lame.. but I wish I had a bestfriend that had eating issues too. So I had someone to speak to, personally, about the problems I am facing. I wish we could both plan meals together and ways to avoid food, workout together.. I just wish I had a bestfriend who could understand what I was going through. I can’t tell any of my friends now why I’m upset.. I can’t explain to them what I feel like, they wouldn’t understand. I need someone close to me to understand.